sudden thought...

Posted by 贤_BrOTheR... | Posted in | Posted on 8:01 AM

these 2 days ar...
dunno y ar...
i kept on thought of sumtin very so call 'dramatic' lar...
wakaka...

on tuesday...
i go to skul wif da second shift of my skul bus...
usually...
i went by da 1st shift la...
bt bcoz psss no skul...
so bus aunty said 2nd shift...

so...
dat mornin...
on da bus...
oni me n another girl was secondary student...
n the other was oni small kids...
haha...
fell kinda old...
==

so on da whole way...
i saw all da kids talkin,
playin...

i sort of miz my childhood...
is nt dat i dun hav childhood like MJ lar...
oni kinda miz it...
haha...

after all...
nw im in teenage year ma...

so...
i thought dat it would be so nice to be a simple minded kid...
coz...
we would'nt hav to think of so many thingssss...

things like frens lar...
hw u gonna maintain good relation wif ur frens la...

boys u like lar...
hw u gonna hav his attension la...

studies lar...
hw u gonna heal urself when u gt headache after studied la...

n etc etc...
a lot la...
haih...
sakit kepala oo...

though as teenage we had a lot of freedom..
n we might start a new relation...
n of coz...
less homework...

bt oo...
sumtimes la...
i would like to be a kid...

sumtime la...

coz...
when i was small...
i can chase my frens like boys in da skul...
around da skull!!!
(no wonder i gt big leg muscle la...)

nw oo...
if u go chase...
people will say u 38...

haha...
as a girl mah...
i know la...

n oso...
when i was small...
i quite used to loneliness...

coz when i was small...
no girl wanna be good fren wif me...
u know la...
im boyish ma...
haha...
can said very 粗鲁la...
haha...
bt still gt sum la...

like my best fren who had move to ipoh...
yee ling...

bt nw...
im afraid of being lonely,
being alone...

haih...
might be my mind had started to think rasionally i think...
haha...

n oso...
when i was small...
i gt teacher who would protect me from them who bullied me...

bt nw?!
the teachers?
hmph!!!
eat shit lar...

bt i can protect myself nw la of coz...='.'=

n oso...
when i was small...
da 1 i like was still in da same skull as me n dun hav girlfren!!!
haha...
bt nw everythin finish edi loo...
nvm la...
旧的不去新的不来 ma...
haha...
quite confuse sumtime though...

bt...
as far as i can say...
we still had grown up...

being a teenage oso nt bad la...
im lovin it !!!


next...

yesterday...

from V.G chatting experience...
i said:
'wow...
u know...
after u n ur gf broke up n get bck together...
u guy's relation became a lot better than bfore leh..."

n ha said:
"ya lo...
coz...
要失去了才懂得珍惜..."

n i kinda think dat what he said was right...

dat 'speech' was proved...

haha...

coz i experienced da same mah...
wakaka...^^

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