MY STAGE....

WAT ELSE CAN I SAY...?

A BRAND NEW DAY...

A BRAND NEW FEELING...

A BRAND NEW EXPERIENCE...

A BRAND NEW HAPPINESS!!!!!!!

N OSO...

A BRAND NEW ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOOD TIME...

GOOD TIME...





PS:A CRAZY POST POSTED BY A CRAZY MASTER,COZ OUT OF BRAND NEW IDEA...==

'LONELY'
'REPLACED'
'LOST'
'FORGOTTEN'

i hate those word...

damn hate...

coz its haunting me...

y do i change all of a sudden?

i dunno...

y is it so?

dun ask...

y is it so hard to juz maintain a thing juz the same like bfore?

y must sumthing change?

tel me...

im tired...

really tired...

i've lost so many things...

things dat might nt be able to regain...

i've failed in the thing i wanna success in so much...

i lost while i wanna have it...

i change while i wanna maintain...

things turn out the other way...

i hate this kinda feelings...

wanna cry...

bt dun wan at the same time...

coz will get headache...

everything...

a lot of things hav change...

include myself...

hate diz emotional me...

maybe i think too much?

or maybe im too optimistic?

always told myself dat everythings going to be juz fine...

bt those changes juz happen like dat...

different from wat i think...

wats happening?

who am i?

wat am i?

i dont know...

(ps:to whoever who had view this post...dont relate it to yourself...its only me to be blamed on...)

these 2 days ar...
dunno y ar...
i kept on thought of sumtin very so call 'dramatic' lar...
wakaka...

on tuesday...
i go to skul wif da second shift of my skul bus...
usually...
i went by da 1st shift la...
bt bcoz psss no skul...
so bus aunty said 2nd shift...

so...
dat mornin...
on da bus...
oni me n another girl was secondary student...
n the other was oni small kids...
haha...
fell kinda old...
==

so on da whole way...
i saw all da kids talkin,
playin...

i sort of miz my childhood...
is nt dat i dun hav childhood like MJ lar...
oni kinda miz it...
haha...

after all...
nw im in teenage year ma...

so...
i thought dat it would be so nice to be a simple minded kid...
coz...
we would'nt hav to think of so many thingssss...

things like frens lar...
hw u gonna maintain good relation wif ur frens la...

boys u like lar...
hw u gonna hav his attension la...

studies lar...
hw u gonna heal urself when u gt headache after studied la...

n etc etc...
a lot la...
haih...
sakit kepala oo...

though as teenage we had a lot of freedom..
n we might start a new relation...
n of coz...
less homework...

bt oo...
sumtimes la...
i would like to be a kid...

sumtime la...

coz...
when i was small...
i can chase my frens like boys in da skul...
around da skull!!!
(no wonder i gt big leg muscle la...)

nw oo...
if u go chase...
people will say u 38...

haha...
as a girl mah...
i know la...

n oso...
when i was small...
i quite used to loneliness...

coz when i was small...
no girl wanna be good fren wif me...
u know la...
im boyish ma...
haha...
can said very 粗鲁la...
haha...
bt still gt sum la...

like my best fren who had move to ipoh...
yee ling...

bt nw...
im afraid of being lonely,
being alone...

haih...
might be my mind had started to think rasionally i think...
haha...

n oso...
when i was small...
i gt teacher who would protect me from them who bullied me...

bt nw?!
the teachers?
hmph!!!
eat shit lar...

bt i can protect myself nw la of coz...='.'=

n oso...
when i was small...
da 1 i like was still in da same skull as me n dun hav girlfren!!!
haha...
bt nw everythin finish edi loo...
nvm la...
旧的不去新的不来 ma...
haha...
quite confuse sumtime though...

bt...
as far as i can say...
we still had grown up...

being a teenage oso nt bad la...
im lovin it !!!


next...
yesterday...

from V.G chatting experience...
i said:
'wow...
u know...
after u n ur gf broke up n get bck together...
u guy's relation became a lot better than bfore leh..."

n ha said:
"ya lo...
coz...
要失去了才懂得珍惜..."

n i kinda think dat what he said was right...

dat 'speech' was proved...

haha...

coz i experienced da same mah...
wakaka...^^

wat can i say?
wakaka...
WE...
THE FORM 4 GANG IN TBS...
is THE MOST PLAYFUL,LIFE ENJOY GANG EVER!!!

on 10 oct 2009...
we gt our chinese society 叙别会...
in the afternoon...
i gt tuition so i didnt go there dat early lar...

bt oo...
from wat i heard from them lar...

the boys went there early to clean da grass !!!
THORNY GRASS for ur information...

haha...
n as a result...
their kaki gt all calar calar...
wakaka...
must be really painfull...
kesian...

ok...
so at bout 6pm...
finish tution lo...
i went there wiv my mom tasty chilly sos...
(ps:for ikan bakar...)
n oso 5 packets of hotdogs...
plan to cook there lo...

bt in the end...
it was LILY who fried it...
(ps:lily is a guy in tbs 4pintar named garry...haha)
coz i takut the hot oil that spilled everywhere...
memang paiseh..."""

u know wat...
i cut da hotdogs into shape like sotong le...
after it kena fried la of coz...
huhu...

while i n lily in da kitchen...
the other went 'bangun fire' in da yard...
wakaka...
they all keep on burn da newspaper ON DA CHARCOAL bt still cannt...
hahahahahahahaha...
u will nvr know it as long as u r nt there...

juz by lookin at their action playing wiv da fire n da charcoal...
i juz cannt stop laughing man!!!

OMG!!!

so...
da party starts at bout 8pm sumtin lo...

gt 一日营工委n oso da form 5 C.S member...
of coz lar...
diz is a farewell party for them mah...

in da party...
we gt barbeQ n oso vincent's mother hand made food...
it taste really good ya know?
thankQ aunty!!!

so we eat...
play...
run around screamin,
take pics...
(n of coz again,wei yee filled all the pics wiv her face again...
haha...
mine 1 oso gt a lot oo...
XJ mah...)

n oso...
in da party...
i kena gangbang!!!
OMG!!!
they surround me in the kitchen trying to scared me bt failed la of coz...
wakaka...
n then they go n took my 1 of my slipper n throw it around like a ball...
oh man...
n da vincent guy ar...
he went onto the balcony of his hauz
n ask his gang to throw my slipper up to him
n then throw again...
WALAO!!!
my poor slipper...
bt at last...
my slipper was saved by wei yee...
alogato!!!
muackzzzzzzzzz!!!

so later...
after da party finished...
me,weiyee,meng kiong,ong kk,our form 1 vip,lily,n angle you...
stayed in vincent hauz...

we bathed...
n when it was ong kk turn to bath...
they all ar...
(except me n wei yee...)
go open da bathroom door wiv a ruler...
walao...
they go peek on ong kk!!!
wakaka...
me n wei yee downstairs oso can heard ong kk's sexy screams....
haha...
cnnt tahan oo...
n lily managed to take video of ong kk BACKSIDE!!!
i cannt stop laughing again when i c dat video oo...
sorry ar...
ong kk...
haha...

we talked until at bout 3pm baru go sleep...
n again...
wei yee la da 1 who slept da earliest...
haha...
before i fell asleep,
i heard dat vincent said he heard sum1 cried...
downstairs...
bt who?
every1 asleep...
OMG!!!
SCARYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

n den we all fell asleep...


on 11 oct 2009...
dat morning we woke up at bout 7.30am...
n then we da 1 who were awake...
go kacau la the others who was still asleep...

haha...
meng kiong n ong kk go kacau wei yee by poking her...
she juz kept on shouting n i kept on laughing...

wakaka...

n oso...
i managed to WRESTLING wiv ong kk,mengkiong,n lily...
we played until we all worn out...
huh...
wat an extreme morning work out...
n da vincent guy juz sleep oni...
haih...==

so after dat...

WE TOOK OFF TO A'FAMOSA!!!

we gt da water world ticket for juz oni rm15...
promotion...
so me,vincent,weiyee,mengkiong,ongkk,lily,angleyou,jackson,pkc,mike,calvin,andy,czyang...
went there together...

bt we went there too early n we hav to wait until 11am...

at last we can go in...

calvin went in by wearing a pair of swimming trunk...
hooo!!!
sexy!!!

we played until afternoon...
until we all hungry...
den we go eat lo...

walao!!!
u know how much a plate of rice wiv chicken cost?!
RM12!!!
dunno how many plates of rice i can eat outside edi lo...
bt wat to do?
tempat pelancongan ma...

n then after we eat...
we go play again!!!

we played in da lazy river...
n i saw a snake in da water!!!
OMG!!!

n oso we played every themes in water world...
the best 1 is da family n friend,n da slide we sit wiv tube...
i can bet dat we played dat for more than 10 time!!!

n u know wat...
we meet a crew of people who was filming foe da show name 'THE BIGGEST LOSER ASIA'...
we all go near to try to got film...
who know?
we might gt caught n cum out on tv...
haha...

others sit da slide 1by1 or 2by2...
bt u know how do we played?
we played row by row!!!

man dat was damn fun!!!

n the tube which oni for 1 person they sat by 2 person...
wat a crazy gang...

n oso...
they oso go played da highest slide...
haha...
they said when they slide until the down part of da slide,
their backside feel like being poke by water knife...
haha...
their pant oso became underwear...
calvin's 'underwear' became g-string!!!
omg!!!

so funny!!! haha!!!

n den...
we oso went to da kid play part...

we played da slide wiv different kind of pose...
haha...

our water splash sound like 'splashhhh....'
bt la...
angleyou's splash sound like 'puushhhh!!!'

wakaka...

n da andy guy...
he's da craziest guy...
he can sit da slide until his whole body fly up...
good 1 man...

when we played in da wave pool...
i hampir hampir drown!!!

thankfully gt czyang for me to hold on...
n the other guy ar...
they all go pull wei yee on a tube to da deepest part of da pool...
to enjoy da 'fake fountain'...
haha...
n weiyee can oni scream wiv her high frequency voice...
damn sharp...

so we played...
n played...
n played...

until at bout 6 pm...
n oso until we cnnt tahan edi...
we went back...

before dat...
we went to bas stand to hav dinner...

n after dat...
i hav to go work summo...
coz deepavali ma...

so tired...
almost fell asleep when im working oo...

so dat the end of our fun day!!!

n as a result...
the back of my neck is paining now...==

OMG...

so nervous...
coz today im gonna take my P license test...

woke up early at bout 7 today...

wait for LCN to cum...

den...

took a ride in front my hauz...

later...

we went there...

so many people there...

sum take P for motor like me...
sum take license for car...

wait until my turn...

wear a veli shiny yellow singlet...

start the motor...

den GO!!!!!!!!!

bt...

kesian...

i fall from da TITI in the bahagian b...

so i know...

i've failed...

so sad...

both my bahagian oso fail...

ARRGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bt congrats for LCN coz she passed lar...

feel like crying man!!!!

after finish...

went to take my paper...

den told my trainer (bro.Tai)...

he said:"u really r an unlucky 1 today ya know?"

i juz kept on laughing...

coz i dunno wat to do anymore...==

so sorry to disapoint him...

haih...

bt wat to do...

nvm lo...

decided to take the test again nxt Fri...

bt...

OH NO!!!

my L license dah tamat tarikh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG...T.T

had to pay again for the test...
had to pay again for my L license...

wat a kesian n damn unlucky day...

Diz week...
a lot had happen...
good, bad...
bt...
mostly bad...

from all the INCIDENT dat had happen...
it inspired me...
to tell sum1 sumtin...

1st,

to a form 1 girl in TBS...:
"let me tel u...
i've nvr seen sum1 so ch**p like u bfore...
wats the hell wrong wiv u?!

u said sumtin so f**king damn shit stuff to my frens...
n den later?
wat u did?
u still wanna argue wiv us...

ya right...
u gt frens...
u gt gangs...
u gt ur damn stupid boyfren...
bt wat can u do wiv them?

can u beat us?
can u win?

NO...

u will NVR i tel u...

juz by sending 1/4 of the people from our gang...
i can make sure dat u will nvr wanna cum bck to diz skul ever again...

so dun ever try to play those stupid f**king useless game wiv us...

u told ur boyfren dat u r afraid dat we'll settle u...
n later...
ur boyfren told us to stop...
n we did...
bt after dat...
wat'd u did?

u still kept on writting those f**king words on ur f**king blog...

GTW appologised..
bt he really REGRET for wat he did juz bcoz ur BF told him to do...

after u started everytin...
u blame us for everytin...
wats the meaning for u to do dat?

u feel happy?
u feel satisfy?
proud?

DAMN U!CHEAP THING!

u gt ur BF bck...
ya dat stupid guy is happy...
bt WE R NOT!!!

every1 in form 4 hates u...
so u better nvr pass by our block or let us c u...

or else...
i dunno wat my gang will do to u...

if u r clever...
u beter stop behaving like a damn old b**ch..."


finish for 1 person...

nxt...

to a form 4 guy in TBS...:

"for u...
i dunno wat else i can say...
im so disapointed wiv u...

for wat u've said...
wat u've done...
hw u behave...

i juz dunno wat else i can say to stop u...

i so sorry for sayin those bad words to u dat day...

bt...

can u prove me wrong?
can u prove dat wat i've said, i've wrote are wrong?

NO...
U CAN'T...

bcoz wat u did was so wrong n u juz dun wanna admit it...

we've try to told u everything...
bt u refuse to listen...
wat else we can do?

we told u to leave dat b**ch...
u told us dat u will think deeply about it...

bt...

at last...

wat ve u did?

u went bck to her again...

juz bcoz she accept u...
it'll nvr meant dat she's really like u or anytin...
there are no feeling of love between u 2...

ya...
im an outsider...

bt u can try to ask..
every1 around u...
especially ur frens...
ask them whether u should continue diz relationship of yours...

believe me...
there'll be no any answer of"yes"...

u'll think dat our words r bad,
cruel,
harsh,
n unacceptable...

bt had u ever think?

that wat u've done made us so damn angry n disapointed wiv u..."


haih...

wat a bad mood while writting diz post...T.T"'